The Last Seven
Statements of Jesus
His Fifth Word
“I am
thirsty.” (John 19:28)
It
started in the Garden. The savior prayed with such anguish, His sweat mingled
with His blood and dripped to the ground. It was in the Garden that soldiers
beat Him with their fists, pulled His beard, spit in His face. Then they dragged
Him into the city and shuffled Him from Pilate to Herod, and back again to
Pilate. They whipped Him without mercy, hardly giving Him time to catch His
breath. Then they pressed a crown of thorns into His forehead. Blood oozed into
His eyes and tracked down His cheeks. Mocking soldiers then laid the cross
across His shoulders and forced Him to carry it to the where He would die.
“I am thirsty.”
As
Jesus groaned through parched lips, someone dipped a sponge in vinegar mixed
with gall and brought it to His mouth (Matthew 27:34). The vinegar they offered
Jesus was weak wine commonly used in Palestine to quench thirst. Gall was a
bitter liquid with narcotic and anesthetic properties. Soldiers often gave it
to prisoners about to be crucified as a way to dull their senses so they
wouldn’t fight against the nails being hammered into their limbs. Sometimes friends
gave it to those hanging on the cross to lessen their agony.
When
Jesus tasted the gall He turned away. He would not drink the drug. He would finish
the Father’s plan to its fullest course and its fullest cost. A short while
later, someone gave Him the plain vinegar.
“I am thirsty.”
Although
nailed to the cross, Jesus was the Lord of Heaven. The King of the Universe. He
never needed to thirst. Or hunger. Or suffer pain. Yet He demonstrated by His
life and by His death a ‘hunger and thirst for righteousness.’ Even on the
cross, He would accomplish His Father’s will. That is why His death – and His
thirst – serves as an illustration for us.
In
his Confessions, St. Augustine wrote, "God, you have made us for yourself,
and our hearts are restless till they find their rest in you.”
Restlessness.
Thirst.
We
who belong to Christ through our faith and baptism “have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer [we] who live, but
Christ lives in [us]” (Galatians 2:20). When the Holy Spirit enters our lives
He always creates within us a restlessness for God. A hunger for God. A thirst
for God. If we are not restless for God, if we do not increasingly hunger and
thirst for Him, we ought to wonder why.
“I am thirsty.”
You
may remember another time Jesus was thirsty. I bring it to our attention now
because it speaks to this whole point of thirsting for righteousness. You’ll
find the familiar passage in John 4: There came a woman of Samaria to draw water.
Jesus said to her, “Give
Me a drink.” . . . . Therefore the Samaritan woman said to Him, “How
is it that You, being a Jew, ask me for a drink since I am a Samaritan woman?”
Jesus answered and said to her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is who says to you, ‘Give Me a drink,’ you would have asked Him, and He would have given you living water.” . . . .“Everyone who drinks of this water will thirst again; . . . but the water that I will give him will become in him a well of water springing up to eternal life.”
Jesus answered and said to her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is who says to you, ‘Give Me a drink,’ you would have asked Him, and He would have given you living water.” . . . .“Everyone who drinks of this water will thirst again; . . . but the water that I will give him will become in him a well of water springing up to eternal life.”
He said to her, “Go, call your husband and come here.” The woman answered and said, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You have correctly said, ‘I have no husband’; for you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband; this you have said truly.” (John 4:7ff)
Living water.
Jesus told her to go bring her husband, and she answered, “I have no husband.” Of course Jesus knew of her sins. We cannot lie to the Lord. That is why He told her, “You have had five bed partners, and the one you now have is not your husband.”
At first, many things seem to quench our spiritual thirst, but in the end they serve
simply to anesthetize us to that thirst. One of the lessons in this
passage about the Samaritan woman is that her harlotry anesthetized her against knowing of God’s
thirst-quenching fountain. And in the same way, our sins can dull us to that same
fountain.
Here
is what the Holy Spirit tells us through the prophet Hosea (4:12): Harlotry, wine and new wine take away the understanding . . . For a
spirit of harlotry has led them
astray, And they have played the harlot, departing
from their God.
Hosea continues in chapter 5: 4 Their deeds will not allow them to return to their God. For a spirit of harlotry is within them, and they do not know the Lord.
St.
John spoke of counterfeit thirst-quenchers as “the lust of the flesh, the lust of
the eyes, and the boastful pride of life” (1 John 2:16). But everyone reading
this knows in the heart of hearts that counterfeits can never fully satisfy. The
only place to quench our God-induced thirst, our God-induced restlessness, is at
His fountain, devoting ourselves to the daily and lifelong drinking from His fountain by confession, reception of the
Sacraments, daily prayer, Scripture study, and humble obedience to the Holy
Spirit.
“I am thirsty.”
Have
we become anesthetized to God by our sins? Have we drunk from the fountain of
worldly pleasures, ideas, and philosophies? There is only one method of escape,
to be free to know the thirst-quenching life of God: Come to Jesus, humbly and penitent
– and then drink from His fountain.
Oh, Lord! Please,
please, give us a holy thirst that ever draws us to the fountain of living
water!
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