Amazing grace, how
sweet the sound
That saved a wretch
like me.
I once was lost, but
now am found,
Was blind, but now I
see.
--John Newton
Christmas
Eve. 1972. I was 22 years old.
Back
then I knew nothing about theology. I knew nothing about the Sacraments. I knew
nothing even about the Scriptures. What I did know, after reading Hal Lindsay’s
book of Bible Prophecy, The Late Great Planet Earth, was Jesus is the Messiah
God promised to Israel and to the world.
Jesus.
The lamb of God who would take away our sins. Even my sins. Even the worst and
the darkest of my many sins.
Seven
words. “God, I believe Jesus is the Messiah.”
No
mouthing words about sin, or a promise of repentance, or a plea for mercy, or a
hope for forgiveness. Just, “I believe.”
But
what I did not say with my mouth, God heard in my heart – which said to Him,
“From this moment I’m going to live for you. With your help, I'm going to walk a
holy life. With your help I'm going to serve you for the rest of my life.”
Without
even thinking to punctuate my words with action, I got up off my knees, walked
to my chest of drawers, grabbed the plastic bag of marijuana and emptied it
into the toilet. Then I went to my footlocker, grabbed the porn magazines, and
threw them into the dumpster behind my barracks.
On
Christmas Eve in 1972 God gave me the most wonderful Christmas gift I could have
ever received. He gave me His gift of eternal salvation. He made me a new child
in Christ. Old things passed away. Everything became new.
And
on Christmas Eve in 1972, I gave God the best gift I could ever have given Him.
I gave him my life.
Forty-two
years later, it still ranks as the best thing I have ever done in my life.
Happy
Birthday, Jesus.
3 comments:
Beautiful. Merry Christmas!
Thank you, Barb. Merry Christmas to your and yours, too. :-)
:)
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