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For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:16)
From the moment our 15 year-old son walked into the house
after a weekend missions trip to Mexico, he rambled about his experience with
an enthusiasm I thought he reserved only for computer programming. His
excitement continued through dinner as he painted vivid word-pictures of homes
he and other church members built for two impoverished families, the
children they met, the food they ate, the bugs they chased. Then, as we left
the dinner table, he added, “Oh, by the way, I cut my leg two days ago.” He pulled at his pants leg to give me a look.
“What do you think?”
I’ve been a nurse a long time, but had never seen such a
mass of angry, reddish-blue pustules like those covering his shin. It was hard
to know where infection stopped and healthy skin began. A thin, yellow fluid
seeped from an inch-wide blister and traced down into his sock. I bent closer
and caught a faint whiff of foul odor.
“Put on your coat. We’re going to the emergency room.”
Shortly after we arrived, a physician examined Nathan’s leg.
He prodded, poked and murmured an occasional, “that’s interesting” to no one in
particular. Then he looked at us and announced the bad news. Nathan needed
intravenous antibiotic therapy to prevent the infection from spreading to his
bone or his blood. If it spread, he would require hospitalization. Nathan’s
“by-the-way” nonchalance suddenly transformed to an “uh-oh” anxiety.
After the IV therapy, we drove home with a two-week supply
of antibiotics and other medications to help his leg heal. The physician told
me to keep him home from school for a few days.
When Nathan went to bed, I sat at my computer to unwind from
the day’s events. As I stared at the
blank screen, I thought about the incident beginning from Nathan’s, “Oh, by the
way.” I relived my gnawing fear as the doctor probed, prodded and attended to
his infection. Under different circumstances, Nathan’s “Oh, by the way”
could have ended in disaster.
It’s been many years since that evening, and I still
wonder how Nathan could have been so casual about something so serious. Maybe
it’s because he is so much like me -- and the rest of humankind. We often deny
reality, hoping, for example, the chest pain is indigestion and not a heart attack, insisting the persistent lump in our throat will go away with time, or making
believe weeping sores will get better by the morning. But in an eerily similar way many of us also deny our
spiritual wounds with a similar nonchalant: “It’s not that bad.”
When I share my faith in Christ with others, the common
refrain, “I’m not that bad” makes me wonder if it’s subliminally scripted into
our subconscious. What people most often mean is, “When I die, God will weigh
my good deeds against my bad. I think I’ll do okay.”
Coming from the lips of men and women whose spiritual wounds sometimes defy description, I shake my head in bewilderment. In the face of overwhelming spiritual injuries like drunkenness, drug abuse, sexual addictions and perversions, volatile tempers, arrogance and destructive pride . . . . why do we believe we need nothing more than a bandage?
Perhaps because we hear the message “God loves us” so often, the words lose their significance. But it’s His love that prompts His warning, “Get to the Emergency Room (Calvary).” And there, when the Great Physician prods, pokes and tells us, “You need a new heart; you need to be born again” -- some still wonder, “What’s the big deal? It’s only a little sin.”
Nathan’s physical injury was a big deal. Skin infections such as his can invade the blood and become systemic infections overnight. Untreated, it could have killed him. And spiritual injuries are also a big deal. Untreated, they will spread through every nook and cranny of our lives and will eventually separate us forever from God.
Nathan didn’t have a choice the evening he showed me his leg
and said, “Oh, by the way.” If he refused to come to the hospital I’d have
dragged him there. But you and I have a choice about going to Calvary. God
won’t drag us to the Cross. We can bring our wounds to the Great Physician or
shrug our shoulders and, with “by the way” nonchalance, tell Him, “I’m okay.”
I'm here to tell you, “I’m okay" is a very bad choice. That’s why Scripture urges us, “ . . . now is the time of God's favor, now is the day of salvation” (2 Corinthians 6:2).
Waiting overnight might be too late.