Nobodies Telling Everybody

My primary text for today is from the apostle Paul’s letter to those in the church at Rome. Many of you will recognize the text. Many of you will have memorized the text years ago: “I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.” (Romans 1:16)

 

And that text reminds me – as it might remind some of you – of what the Lord Jesus told His disciples just before He ascended back to the Father:

 

“Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” (Matthew 28:19-20)

 

The gospel: The story – the promise that the Holy God makes to penitent sinners like you and me and every person in this building and every person on this planet. It is the promise of the Holy God to always accept our repentance, the promise to always forgive our sins, to wipe them from His memory, to change the trajectory of our lives, to replace our spiritual darkness with His light, His promise to spare us from His wrath and give us an eternal future with Him.

 

That’s the gospel message in only a few sentences. It’s the message of God’s unmerited, undeserved, and unearned love for each of us.

 

Before I get into the heart of my message, let me tell you about two people I’ve known from my ministry here during the last ten and a half years. The first is an 85-year-old woman. A gentle soul. For years she faithfully attended our bible studies and church services. But, sadly, dementia slowly took control of her mind. And yet, it was always apparent that she loved the Lord Jesus. It was also evident that her love for the Lord sustained her in the increasing fog of her dementia. Eventually, her family moved her to a higher level of care.

 

The other person I knew was in his early 80s. He was also a nice person, and I enjoyed talking with him whenever we were able to sit and talk. But unlike the woman I just told you about, this man didn’t have time for Christ. He made that clear to me on several occasions over the years. He was content with his life without Jesus. And then the day came when he was found dead in his apartment upstairs.

 

So, did God love each of them so much that He sent His only Son to Calvary to pay the penalty for their sins and to offer them eternal life? Of course He did. But of the two, only one accepted God’s offer through Christ. As far as I know the other rejected Christ and went to an agonizing eternity.

 

Those two people serve now as a backdrop to the theme of my message today, the title of which is, “Nobodies Telling Everybody.” Please listen to these words from Isaiah:

 

“In the year of King Uzziah’s death I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, lofty and exalted, with the train of His robe filling the temple. Seraphim stood above Him, each having six wings: with two he covered his face, and with two he covered his feet, and with two he flew. And one called out to another and said, “Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord of hosts, The whole earth is full of His glory.” And the foundations of the thresholds trembled at the voice of him who called out, while the temple was filling with smoke. Then I said, “Woe is me, for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips, And I live among a people of unclean lips; For my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.” . . . .Then I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for Us?” Then I said, “Here am I. Send me!”

What do we know about Isaiah? Not much, except that he was a ‘nobody’ in the history of Israel until he responded to the Lord’s call, “Here I am. Send me.”

 

‘Nobodies’ telling everybody. What is it the Lord Jesus commissioned His disciples to do? If you know your Bible you know what He said: “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations.” Matthew 28:19-20

 

Why that commission? Why that COMMAND? Because a joyous eternal life or an agonizing eternal death hang in the balance for everyone. Everyone. You, me, pastors, priests, deacons, person in the pew, our parents, siblings, cousins, friends, neighbors, presidents and prime ministers, kings and queens.

 

Everyone.

 

And I will assure you, on the solid foundation of Scripture, a degree in theology is NOT a prerequisite to make disciples and be a co-labor with Christ to save people from eternal death. What IS required is obedience to Christ.

 

You may remember the story of the demoniac in Mark chapter five. After Jesus cast out the demons, the townspeople begged Jesus to leave their city. As the Lord got ready to go, the formerly demon-possessed man pleaded that he might go with Jesus. But the Lord said this to him: “Go home to your people and report to them what great things the Lord has done for you, and how He had mercy on you.” Mark 5:19

 

In other words, Jesus told a ‘nobody’ to tell everybody about the Somebody who can save their souls.

 

Think for a moment of Jesus’ disciples – not just the 12, but all those who followed Jesus? They were all virtually unknown in their communities. They were day-laborers. They were fishermen. They were hated tax collectors. Some were prostitutes, others were disabled beggars.

 

They were Nobodies telling everybody.

Here are only a few more Biblical illustrations of ‘nobodies.’ There was Elijah. St James tells us in his epistle that Elijah was a man with a frail human nature just like ours – an imperfect man who nonetheless was committed to God. (James 5:17). And when this ‘nobody’ heard God call him to Mount Carmel to contend with the 450 prophets of Baal, he went.

 

He went even though those hundreds of false prophets had the full support of the godless government run by Queen Jezebel and King Ahab. (1 Kings 18) But after Elijah saw the great miracle God worked on Mt Carmel, what did he do when Jezebel threatened his life? He ran in fear for his life.

 

Yes, Elijah was a man with a frail human nature, just like ours.

 

What about Peter?  He also was a ‘nobody’ before he obeyed God’s call to be a fisher of men. The apostle clearly had his faults, didn’t he? He publicly denied knowing his best friend and Lord – three times. And it was Peter who, years later, was guilty of hypocrisy in his relationship with Gentile Christians.

 

And while the apostle Paul was certainly not a ‘‘nobody’’ in his Jewish culture, he also had his share of frailties that didn’t end after he met Christ. You may remember he confessed in his letter to the Christians at Rome how wretched a sinner he was – doing what he didn’t want to do and not doing what he wanted to do. And then there was that thorn in his flesh – what it was no one knows – but it dogged him until the day of his death.

 

We could spend two college semesters examining the lives of so-called ‘nobodies’ throughout Scripture who turned their world upside down for the one true God.

 

And we could spend entire college semesters examining the so-called ‘nobodies’ in church history who turned their world upside down for Jesus; People like Monica, the mother of Augustine of Hippo, or of Francis of Assisi, or John Wycliff, Fanny Crosby, George Mueller, John Newton, Amy Carmichael, William Wilberforce – all former ‘nobodies’ who simply said “Yes” to God’s call to go into all the world and make disciples of all nations. Nobodies just like you and me – who can do great things for God, if only we’d say, ‘Yes’ to His call.  

As I prepared this message I thought of the song by the Christian group, Casting Crowns. Here are some of the lyrics of their song titled: “‘nobody’”:

 

“Why You ever chose me/Has always been a mystery/

All my life I've been told/ I belong at the end of the line
With all the other Not-Quites/With all the Never-Get-It-Rights
But it turns out they're the ones/ You've been looking for all this time
“'Cause I'm just a ‘nobody’/Trying to tell everybody/All about Somebody who saved my soul.

 

Many Christians put people like Elijah and Isaiah and Peter and Paul on pedestals, surrounded by halos. We tend to think we could never be so valuable to God’s kingdom as they were. And it’s a terrible mistake to think that.

Certainly, those men and women deserve our respect, even our emulation. But to suggest they were super-Christians is something for which I am certain they themselves would rebuke us. Their spiritual strength rested squarely and exclusively on the Rock of Christ – just as yours and mine must always rest.

 

In our current culture where the gospel is mocked – and with increasing frequency Christians find themselves on the wrong end of political correctness when they proclaim God’s truths which contradict the culture’s version of truth. And in this current culture, God help us to never be ashamed of the gospel, to never compromise the gospel, to never dilute the gospel, because the gospel of Christ is the ONLY power of God to salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jews and to the non-Jews. There is no other name – no other road under heaven – by which we must be saved.

 

The year 2026 is not a time for Christians to be silent about the gospel. The night is rapidly descending when no one will be able to work openly for Christ. Charlie Kirk is only the latest American martyr who died because of his bold and unwavering Christian faith. And he will not be the last American Christian martyr.

 

A newly released report shows that in 2024 churches in the US were targeted in 415 separate acts of hostility including vandalism, arson, bomb threats, and gun-related incidents.

 

Family Research Council President Tony Perkins describes the trend as a sign of a deepening cultural hostility toward faith. He added, “The American ‘woke’ Left has been intentional in spreading its hostility toward the Christian faith throughout every corner of America.”

 

Another troubling statistic, this one reported by the religious advocacy group, Catholic Vote, found that of the hundreds of attacks against Christians and churches – only 30% resulted in arrests. Said another way, 70% of the perpetrators got away with their violent anti-Christian bigotry.

 

And just last week . . . Did you read about the mob that invaded a Minnesota church last Sunday during their worship service, terrifying both adults and children?

 

Let me now take us back to the healed demoniac – the ‘nobody’ to whom Jesus said, “Return to your people and tell them what great things God has done for you.”

 

Which ought to beg these next two question for application: So, ‘Nobody’ – what has Christ done for you? And how can you share Him with others? Here are four Biblically rooted strategies to make disciples of all nations.

 

The first strategy involves talking the gospel. Do our friends and acquaintances know we attend church, prayer meetings, or Bible studies? Do they ever hear us talk of our faith in Jesus? Do they even know we are a Christian? Are we silent when we should speak, and do we speak when we should be silent?

 

Second, the gospel message must also be more than talked. It must also be walked. Does our walk match our talk? Do we ignore or rationalize what the Bible calls sin – as we looked at last week – or are we quick to repent? Are we guilty of gossip, of complaining, of an unwillingness to forgive others? Do we compromise our lifestyle to be accepted by family, friends, or acquaintances? Do we place the approval of friends over the approval of our Savior? Do we vote for politicians who support laws and policies that would cause Jesus to publicly rebuke us?

 

The third strategy to fulfill the Lord’s Great Commission has to do with financial stewardship – to give our dollars to those who do His work in ways and places where we cannot. The apostle John, in his letter to a local church about the itinerant preachers who occasionally visited them, wrote: “Beloved, you are acting faithfully in whatever you accomplish for the brethren, and especially when they are strangers . . . Therefore we ought to support such men, so that we may be fellow workers with the truth. (1 John 1:5, 8)

 

I’ve included in your handout a list of charities and other organizations that I believe are worthy of financial support. Even if you can only afford a dollar a week, it is just as easy for God to multiply whatever we give as it was for Him to multiply the fish and loaves. But the point is – give what you can to the work of Christ. There isn’t time now to quote the 25th chapter of Matthew’s gospel, but I urge you to read it in its entirety on your own. All three stories in that chapter are interrelated.

 

Finally, strategy number four: Prayer. Do not think lightly of the power of prayer. Neither walking nor talking nor giving can accomplish much if the much is not undergirded with prayer.

 

As you know from reading the gospels, the Lord Himself spent a lot of time in prayer to the Father. Matthew 14:23, Luke 5:16, and Luke 6:12 are only a few examples. And you remember He taught His disciples to pray – for example, Matthew 6 and Luke 18.

 

And among the disciples, we also know St. Paul believed in the power and efficacy of prayer. When you have time, look at 2 Corinthians 1:8-11 and Ephesians 1:16-19. And then read Colossians 4:2-4.

 

Please hear this: NO ONE is impotent who serves our omnipotent God. Never think prayer is a ‘small thing.’ Remember again what God did with two fish and some loaves of bread. It’s prayer that undergirds ALL the fruitful activities of anyone who strives to fulfill in himself or herself the Great Commission of Jesus Christ. There’s no other supernatural power in all creation more effective than prayer that can defend our family, our friends, our nation, or our church from the supernatural assaults of the devil.

 

Most people on earth do not have a clue of the ferocious and deadly supernatural war waged by Satan and his minions for our eternal souls. And the weaponry of our warfare is not of human strength but of God’s supernatural power. Paul talks of that power in 2 Corinthians 10 and Ephesians chapter six. We cannot turn there now, but I urge you to examine those divine instructions on your own.

 

Let’s go back for a moment to the two people I spoke about at the beginning of my message. It’s for people like them that God sent His Son to die on Calvary. And God has privileged every Christian – of whatever role or age or status in life – God has given us the privilege to work with Him to save others from a life of heartache brought on by sin, and to save them from an eternal agony in the Lake of Fire.

 

God has privileged us to walk and to talk and to give and to pray that others will choose to follow Jesus – before death or dementia robs them of that choice.

 

What has Jesus done for you? Then tell others. Walk the talk. Give.

 

And pray.

 

“I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.” (Romans 1:16)

 

 

Repentance: A Command, Not a Suggestion

The Lord Jesus, speaking to the crowds, told them: “Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

 

Unknown to many people today – but not unknown to most of His listeners – Jesus was quoting God’s words to Israel through Jeremiah: “Thus says the Lord, “Stand by the ways and see and ask for the ancient paths, where the good way is, and walk in it; And you will find rest for your souls. But they said, ‘We will not walk in it.’ “And I set watchmen over you, saying,
‘Listen to the sound of the trumpet!’ But they said, ‘We will not listen.’ (Jeremiah 6:16-17)

 

In other words, Jesus offered comfort and guidance and grace and forgiveness to his audience in the first century – knowing many of His listeners would respond as those did in Jeremiah’s day – “We won’t come. We won’t listen.”

 

And why would they not? In a word: Rebellion. Arrogant rebellion. They, like many in and out of the Church today, don’t want to follow Christ because they don’t like His commandment to a lifestyle of holiness. Just like those in Jeremiah’s day, and in Jesus’ day, and those in 2026, many in the pews and pulpits like the form of Christianity, but not the demands of Christianity. As one version renders Paul’s warning to Timothy: They will go on pretending to be devoted to God, but they will refuse to let that “devotion” change the way they live.” (2 Timothy 3:5)

 

As I prepared this message, I thought of Jesus’ question to the religious clergy of His day who confronted Him: “Tell us by what authority You are doing these things, or who is the one who gave You this authority?” Jesus answered and said to them, “I will also ask you a question, and you tell Me: Was the baptism of John from heaven or from men?” They reasoned among themselves, saying, “If we say, ‘From heaven,’ He will say, ‘Why did you not believe him?’” (Luke 20:2-5)

 

My brothers and sisters, a similar question confronts us today. “Are the Scriptures the infallible, inerrant, and fully inspired word of God? Are they ‘letters’ from God’s pen – so to speak – to our hearts? If our answer is yes, then the Lord’s follow-on question is ever current: “Do we obey it?”

 

What I mean by that question is, if Scripture says an unwillingness to forgive is a sin – do we repent? If Scripture says holding on to bitterness is a sin – do we repent? If Scripture says gossip is a sin – do we repent? If it says sexual immorality is sin – do we repent? If jealousy and envy are sin – do we repent?

 

Are we – you and I who call Jesus our King, Master, and Lord – are we striving to obey all His commandments, in little things as well as the big things?

 

This is a serious question, for the Lord warns us: “He who is faithful in a very little thing is faithful also in much; and he who is unrighteous in a very little thing is unrighteous also in much.” Luke 16:10

 

All that I’ve just said is a preface to the heart of today’s message which centers around the news that broke last week about a widely known and respected author, whose books about Christian faith and God’s grace have been translated into more than 30 languages. Several of his books have earned multiple Gold Medallion Awards from the Evangelical Christian Publishers Association. The man and his wife recently celebrated their fiftieth wedding anniversary.

 

And yet, for the last eight years, while continuing to write books, attend church, and from all appearances was a model Christian – he was betraying his wife and betraying God by routinely committing adultery with another man’s wife.

 

For eight years.

 

Writing about the terrible scandal, theologian Eric Metaxas, said that the deeper issue every Christian must address is how our behavior reveals what we truly believe. The Church often emphasizes faith and grace while forgetting that how we live is evidence of saving faith.

 

In other words, for anyone to make professions of faith in Christ while actively living in contradiction to His commandments profoundly illustrates the terrible reality that true faith has not taken root in that person – ANY person. You. Me. A pastor or priest or teacher, choir member, Sunday School teacher, and so on.

 

Certainly, there is not a Christian in all history who did not stumble from time to time into sin. But ‘stumble’ is not the same as ‘practice.’

 

The apostle John wrote forthrightly and bluntly about the required interplay of faith and behavior: (1 John 1:8-10) “If we say that we have no sin, we are deceiving ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar, and His word is not in us.”

 

John continues in the next chapter (1 John 2:1-4) “My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous; And He Himself is the propitiation for our sins; and not for ours only, but also for those of the whole world. By this we know that we have come to know Him, if we keep His commandments. The one who says, “I have come to know Him,” and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.”

 

Yes, we all know – from a lifetime of experience – we know that we all sin. But to live in the SAME sin day after day, year after year – such a thing simply is impossible for a true Christian. Listen again to John tell it: “No one who is born of God practices sin, because His seed abides in him; and he cannot [practice] sin, because he is born of God.  (1 John 3:9)

 

As St Paul warned Titus about the tares among the wheat that Jesus spoke of (See Matthew 13): "They claim to know God, but by their actions they deny him. They are detestable, disobedient and unfit for doing anything good." (Titus 1:16)

The unarguable truth is that without a true repentance, without a turning from that sin, then Jesus’ warning will ring bitterly in their ears for eternity:  “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven will enter. Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?’ ²³ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness.’ (Matthew 7:21-23)

 

If any of us think it cannot happen to us, then beware. If we think it cannot happen to us, then we will not be on the lookout for it. If we think it can’t happen to us, then we are at increased risk of falling. Remember what the Lord said to His closest disciples: “Watch and pray. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

 

Yes, God’s grace keeps us from stumbling into sin; BUT we also have a responsibility to do what He commands us to do so we do not stumble. Solomon – who certainly had his problems with sin – Solomon warns us: “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” (Proverbs 4:23)

 

Yes, guard your heart. There is reason that God – who knows the human heart – there is important reason that He repeatedly warns us to stay alert to ourselves, to persevere in holiness, to avoid falling into Satan’s seductions. We bring disaster into our home and into our lives when we try to dilute God’s commandments. We naturally flee from danger. If the house catches fire, we run to safety. If a tornado threatens, we run to safety. But when temptation to sin comes near, too many Christians think they can safely dabble with it.

 

There is only one remedy to avoid falling as the author I spoke of earlier fell, and it’s not simply to read the Bible or to pray every day. While those are certainly critical to a godly life, ultimately our protection against remaining in sin is our humility, manifested by honest repentance.

 

Repentance is what keeps us close to Christ. As I said earlier, if Scripture says a spirit of unwillingness to forgive others, then we must repent. If Scripture says holding on to a root of bitterness is sin, then we must repent. If Scripture says gossip is a sin, then we must repent. If it says sexual immorality is sin, then we must repent – for if we do not repent, if we do not turn from our sin, then we become like those in Jeremiah’s day who told God to His face: “We will not walk. We will not listen.”

 

So, what is the overarching lesson I’m trying to get across to all of us in this message?

 

Dietrich Bonhoeffer hit the mark squarely when he wrote: "Cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism without church discipline, Communion without confession, absolution without personal confession. Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ, living and incarnate."

It is to our inevitable ruin when we underestimate the ferocious and vicious cunning of Satan’s lies and seductions. That is why I urge you to do something like I have only recently begun doing: I pray virtually EVERY DAY this verse from Psalm 139: “Search me, O Lord . . . and see if there be any wicked way in ME."

 

I know I NEED the Holy Spirit to open my eyes to my sins – especially the sins I successfully keep secret from myself. I fully agree with Jeremiah 17:9: “The heart is deceitful above all else and is desperately sick.”

 

I know myself well enough after 53+ years of walking with Jesus -- I need to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit when He convicts me of my sin -- ANY sin, big sin, small sin, medium sin -- and I need to repent right there on the spot. For if I make myself insensitive to my sin – any sin – then I begin to harden my own heart against His voice.

And, so do you; And so does anyone else who is slow to repent and turn from sin – any sin. Big sin, small sin, medium sin.

We must never minimize for a moment how desperately we need the Holy Spirit’s supernatural help to run – not walk – from temptation lest we fall into it. Remember Joseph and Potiphar’s wife (Genesis 39).  Day after day she tried to seduce him into her bed. And day after day he rebuffed her invitation, until one day she grabbed him by his cloak – and he fled out of the house.

 

The heart is deceitful above all else. That might be why the Lord Jesus also said to those with ears to hear and hearts to receive truth: “That which proceeds out of the man, that is what defiles the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed the evil thoughts, fornications, thefts, murders, adulteries, deeds of coveting and wickedness, as well as deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride and foolishness. All these evil things proceed from within and defile the man.” Mark 7:20-23

Please listen. It is not enough – it is NEVER enough – to simply walk down an aisle and commit our life to Christ if a life of daily – hourly – repentance is not also part of our life. It is not enough – it is NEVER enough – to be baptized and to receive Holy Communion – if a life of daily – hourly – repentance is not also part of our life.

What happened to author I spoke about earlier illustrates the merciless HOURLY battle Satan brings to our nations, our homes, our churches, our communities, and our lives. Which now brings me to the application of my message: How shall we find protection in this battle?

 

Donning the armor of God (Ephesians 6) is surely necessary. But, as the Holy Spirit has been lately hammering home to me – and I am trying to help you to also see – without ongoing and immediate repentance and a turning from our sin, our armor will be riddled with holes.

 

Without repentance, even for what we like to call ‘little sins’ – without repentance as soon as the Holy Spirit gets our attention that we have offended the King of the Universe, we open ourselves to greater attack and increasing injury to our bodies, our relationships, and our souls.

I fear the fallout over what that popular author did. I fear mostly for the young Christian – by that I mean the spiritually immature Christian who’ve sat in church pews for years, even decades, but never matured in their faith. I think they are most at risk for falling away from Christ because they never rooted themselves in the Scriptures from Genesis through Revelation.

 

I think it is unlikely that mature Christians will stumble because of what he did. Why? Because they know God’s word is true regardless of how professing Christians live – or don’t live. Mature Christians know that God and His word are always true. And as the apostle Paul also reminds us: Let God be found true, though every man be found a liar.” Romans 3:4

 

Christian – keep your eyes on Jesus, not on people. Seek refuge and guidance from His infallible Word and nothing else. And please remember what the Lord Jesus said to the crowds on the Mount: “Everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and yet it did not fall, for it had been founded on the rock. Everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand. The rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and it fell—and great was its fall.” Matthew 7:24-27 

 

And do not be slow to repent.

Three Questions for the Despondent Christian

 

Before I get to those three questions, I want to preface them with these two texts from the psalms. The first is from David’s pen.

 

Psalm 13:1-6 How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever? How long will You hide Your face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart all the day? How long will my enemy be exalted over me?Consider and answer me, O Lord my God; Enlighten my eyes, or I will sleep the sleep of death, And my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my adversaries will rejoice when I am shaken.”

 

This second is from the sons of Korah: Psalm 42:9-11 I will say to God my rock, “Why have You forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?” As a shattering of my bones, my adversaries revile me, while they say to me all day long, “Where is your God?”

 

I start today’s message with these texts because they – like so many others throughout the Bible – remind us that life – even the Christian life – is not a gentle float in a quiet lake under a warm sun. Life, for virtually the entire population of earth, is a repetitive series of happiness and sadness, of confusion and assurance, of pain and laughter . . . . You get the picture because you’ve all experienced what I’m talking about.

 

But I think the most difficult experience any Christian can go through is the sense that God has forsaken them because of what they perceive – even convince themselves of – is their unworthiness for His care, His love, His forgiveness. Have you ever been there? Some of you have. Maybe some of you are going through that dark tunnel even now as I stand here preaching.

 

Listen, I know that dark tunnel. I’ve been there often enough during my now 53 years of walking with Jesus. But I want to tell you – actually, I believe I NEED to tell you – about one of those dark tunnels in particular. I need to tell the story because I hope it will encourage some of you who are living through your own deep struggles.

 

Some of you in this sanctuary were living here at Ashwood when my deep trial occurred. Some of you have heard my story, but I tell it again – as I just said – in the hope that it will encourage you.

 

Next week, on January 19, it will be seven years since Nancy and I flew to Florida to visit my mother’s grave. It was to be an overnight stay because I had to get back to work on Monday. But the overnight stay turned into a month-long nightmare.

 

While Nancy was drying off from her shower in the hotel room, she suffered a sudden hemorrhagic stroke. After emergency surgery which saved her life, she remained for the next three weeks in the neurological intensive care unit at the Boca Raton Regional Hospital. She spent another ten days in an acute rehabilitation hospital.

 

We all know it’s one thing when WE go through a storm. It’s something entirely different when it’s someone you love. And I want to tell you, I did not do our storm well.

 

What was most painful for me during the weeks Nancy was in the intensive care unit and then the acute rehab center was the undisguisable recognition that for decades I had taught and written and preached about faith and trust in God – but with Nancy’s stroke, and the nightmarish roller coaster of emotions that robbed me of sleep, appetite, and – especially – confidence in God – I discovered to my shame and confusion that what I’d preached and taught others was now completely insufficient for myself. I was in the throes of losing trust in God. It was so bad I half-expected Him to pull the rug completely out from under me and take my wife away from me. I lived for weeks in ongoing and utter turmoil. I’d never experienced anything like that in my entire Christian life.

 

I can’t tell you how many times I melted into tears. I can’t tell you how many times I had to whisper to others because to speak in a normal voice would have only unleashed spasms of sobs. 

 

My brothers and sisters, I tell you this because I need you to know that I know what some of you have gone through – and what some of you might be going through at this moment.

 

Like Peter, who lived with the Lord day in and day out for three years and who believed with all his being that he would never deny His Lord, I lived with the Lord for decades and never would have believed I could be so weak in my faith.

 

So, where am I heading with all this? I learned many things about myself and about God during that tormenting trial. For the sake of time, I want to share only one of the more important lessons He taught me. I hope what He taught me will help some of you.

 

One evening, after I’d left Nancy at the rehabilitation hospital, I headed out on I-95 toward a friend’s home where I’d spend the night. The tears started again, and I called out once more to God for help.

 

I wanted so much to trust Him to bring Nancy to complete recovery and to get us HOME where we could be surrounded by familiar things in our house and by family and friends whom we missed so terribly.

 

“Lord,” I begged,  “Please help me in my unbelief.”

 

And suddenly – suddenly – God spoke into my thoughts. I’ll never forget the three questions He asked me. The first was this: “Richard, what do you know about Me?”

 

His interruption into my despondency was so abrupt, my tears stopped as I considered His question – “What do your know about Me?”

 

After a few moments, I answered: “I know Jesus is Lord of heaven and earth.” While I was speaking, Philippians 2:10-11 came to my mind: “[At] the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

 

I continued: “I know you cause all things, all things, even terrifying things, to work together for good.”   Romans 8:28 came to mind: “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.”

 

And I continued: “I know you never leave me, never forsake me, that you are always with me, even in my nightmares.” This time, Isaiah 43:2-3 floated through my mind: “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you.  “For I am the Lord your God, The Holy One of Israel, your Savior;

 

More Scriptures flooded over me, and I said, “I know You will never let me be tested above what I am able to bear.” Many of you will recognize that truth from 1 Corinthians 10:13.

 

I was about to continue my litany of the things I know about God when He interrupted me again, this time with the second question: Why do you know those things are true?

 

I didn’t have to think about my response. It flowed across my lips as easily as breathing.  I said, “Because the Bible tells me so.”

 

And then the Holy Spirit connected the dots for me. All my questions and my doubts and fears and uncertainties – all my worries about our tomorrows all find their answers in what I know to be true because God – who cannot lie – because God said in His word what is always true.

 

Therefore, His third question: “Will you trust Me?”

 

Don’t misunderstand, please. I do not mean to suggest God always heals or reunites or fixes everything that’s broken. Clearly, He does not. As the Lord Jesus reminds us (Luke 4):

 

“There were many widows in Israel in the days of Elijah, when the sky was shut up for three years and six months, when a great famine came over all the land;  and yet Elijah was sent to none of them, but only to Zarephath, in the land of Sidon, to a woman who was a widow. And there were many lepers in Israel in the time of Elisha the prophet; and none of them was cleansed, but only Naaman the Syrian.”

 

And if you remember this text from Luke’s gospel, Jesus spoke these words in His hometown of Nazareth. Here is what happened next:  And all the people in the synagogue were filled with rage as they heard these things; and they got up and drove Him out of the city and led Him to the brow of the hill on which their city had been built, in order to throw Him down the cliff.

 

Why God heals some and not others, why He fixes some things and not others – no one knows. But healed or not, fixed or not, reunited or not – God’s word remains true, whether we believe it to be truth or not. It remains and always will be true.

 

So, let’s make some applications of my message to each of us here.

 

First: May God help us to not get so angry or disappointed with Jesus that we throw our faith over a cliff. This is an important point. Many of us know people who did just that – got so angry at God, so disappointed with God, that they threw away their faith.

 

Second: Right now, in your own circumstances, what do YOU know to be true about God? And just as important, Why do you know it to be true? 

 

If what you know and why you know it is not based on God’s infallible word, if what you know is NOT rooted and nurtured in God’s eternal truth, then your life is in great danger of collapsing when life’s storms ravage your life like a devastating tornado.

 

For good reason the Lord tells us – and we had better receive this into our spirits: “Everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and yet it did not fall, for it had been founded on the rock. Everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand. The rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and it fell—and great was its fall.” (Matthew 7:24-27)

 

As I close my message today, let me reiterate the two points I hoped to make this afternoon:

 

First: God is so much more merciful to us than we can ever hope to comprehend this side of eternity.  When we are faithless, He remains faithful to His covenantal promise to us. When we deserve nothing less than judgment, He instead wraps His arms around us and draws us close to His chest.

 

My second point was this: God’s holy word is as true and faithful today as it was when writers of Scripture first penned God’s word on parchment. May God help us all to make it more and more our absolute foundation for life.

 

Will we trust Him? Elijah cried to God when he thought he was the only one in all Israel who remained faithful to Him. (1 Kings 19:18). The apostle Peter swore he’d never deny knowing Jesus, and we know how that turned out. St Paul wept in the depth of his soul, “For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate . . . . Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of this death?” Romans 7:15, 24).

 

And David? He wrote some of the most mournful songs in the entire Bible, psalms in which he cries to God in confusion and spiritual distress – like the one that I read at the beginning of this message: (Psalm 13:1-4) How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever? How long will You hide Your face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart all the day? How long will my enemy be exalted over me? Consider and answer me, O Lord my God; Enlighten my eyes, or I will sleep the sleep of death, And my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,” and my adversaries will rejoice when I am shaken.”

 

But – and this is key to our ability to persevere in our walking with Christ – pay attention to the next verses as David concludes his desperate plea: (Psalm 13:5-6) But I have have trusted in Your lovingkindness; My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, because He has dealt bountifully with me.”

 

We see the same change of focus in the 42^nd psalm written by the sons of Korah. I read it at the beginning of this message: “I will say to God my rock, “Why have You forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?  As a shattering of my bones, my adversaries revile me, while they say to me all day long, “Where is your God?”

 

But the psalmist continues in verse 11: “Why are you in despair, O my soul? and why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him, the help of my countenance and my God.”

 

God asked me three questions when I was at my lowest: “What do you know about Me? How do you know it? Will you trust Me?” And I do not doubt for a moment He asks you the same questions: “What do you know about Me?” “How do you know it?” And, “Will you trust Me?”

 

As I prepared for this message I ran across something written by AW Tozer. Some of you know the name of that well-known Christian pastor and author. He died in 1963, but his words still bring strength and comfort to those who struggle in their own valleys of the shadows of deep darkness:  

 

“To us who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope that is set before us in the gospel, how unutterably sweet is the knowledge that our Heavenly Father knows us completely. No talebearer can inform on us, no enemy can make an accusation stick; no forgotten skeleton can come tumbling out of some hidden closet to abash us [make us embarrassed or ashamed] and expose our past; no unsuspected weakness in our characters can come to light to turn God away from us, since He knew us utterly before we knew Him and called us to Himself in the full knowledge of everything that was against us . . . Our Father in heaven knows our frame and remembers that we are dust. He knew our inborn treachery, and for His own sake engaged to save us (Isa. 48:8-11). His only begotten Son, when He walked among us, felt our pains in their naked intensity of anguish. His knowledge of our afflictions and adversities is more than theoretic; it is personal, warm, and compassionate. Whatever may befall us, God knows and cares as no one else can.

God was still in love with me during my darkest hours. And God is still in love with you as you live through your dark hours. We know that to be true because He SAYS it’s true; He says it from one end of the Bible to the other.

 

As the lyrics of the song I am about to play tell us: Saints are just sinners who fall down; And then get up.

 

Christian, hope in God. Trust God. And we shall yet praise Him who is our help and our God.